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And I'll praise You in this storm
And I will lift my hands
For You are who You are
No matter where I am
And every tear I've cried
You hold in Your hand
You never left my side
And though my heart is torn
I will praise You in this storm

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Monday, December 14, 2009

THINGS IM DOING NOW :
FIXING KOREA'S PHOTOSS SO I CAN UPLOAD THEM
WATCHING ALOT OF FT ISLAND VIDEOS

AND LATER I WANT TO PAINT MY NAILS AND PIN UP THE POSTERS I BOUGHT FROM KOREA.

OH AND GUESS WHAT! I PLACED AN ORDER FOR THE SUNDOWNFEST 2009 DVD, COS I MISSED IT (: $30 is very reasonable! At least it beats the news dvd i bought the other time at $69 or something. OMG. i want to sell it off cos i dont like news anymore!!!!!

TMR:
CLEAR MY ROOM, MEMORISE MUSICAL SCRIPT, PRACTISE PIANO, HAVE PIANO LESSON, GO FOR CELL.

with love!
3:32 PM

Monday, December 07, 2009

I MISS KOREA SO BAD
Im having like SUPER bad withdrawals right now.

I kinda regret not buying MORE stuff from korea! I should really have walked into that bookshop at the subway station instead of rushing past it :( I did think about the YB photobook/comicbook then but I had no idea why I followed my parents n just rushed past that shop. AHH!! and when i was at the airport, at the bookstore, they only had IRIS's books and they didnt have YB's!! D: D: REGRET. And maybe I should have bought part 1 of the YB ost even though i have the songs already. And maybe I should have bought the FT island dvd, even though its like all their old songs. BLEH!! REGRETSSSSS ):

All the I should havesss ):
Bleh. I guess my next glimmer of hope is when my dad goes to korea on a business trip. Which is I DONT KNOW WHEN!! D:

And to make things worse Im missing TWO specific people very badly right now ): BLEH. why did you both fly awayyyyy):

AH. And guitar camp is tmr. And im not really looking forward to it. HOW?

I am super tired but I have to stay up to practice guitar.
I HAVENT EVEN finished writing in my korea journal yet!! Or like, edited the photosss! And I havent sorted out the stuffs I bought from korea ): BLEHHHHHH.

AND I WANT TO PUT UP ALL MY NEW POSTERSSSSSSSSS. NO TIME. ah. AND i want to watch youtube, all my korean stuff. NO TIME. and I REALLY WANT TO GO FOR THIS SATURDAY'S SUNDOWNFEST. WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. Im very tempted right now to buy the $85 ticket. (Maybe I'll buy on thursday when im back from camp and collect it on friday). Though I'll only go for probably less than one hour of Seoul'd Out, and EVEN THOUGH ft island and beg and tmax would have finished (most probably) singing by then, I STILL FEEL LIKE GOING. AHHH. And i really want to know when they're arriving at the airport! esp ft island. If they're arriving on friday morning or sth then MAYBE I will decide not to buy the Seoul'd out ticket. I JUST NEED TO SEE MY FTISLANDD ): ): ):

with love!
10:24 PM

Sunday, December 06, 2009

You're Beautiful

Omg, i totally cried my way through eps 15 and 16!! Im reallyyyyyy sad that the whole show's over now!! ): DAMNIT. Im feeling worse now than when BOF ended. )': i love minam jeremy shinwoo taekyung/ parkshinhye hongki yonghwa geunseuk! ):

BLEH. I feel like my feelings have just taken a rollercoaster ride along with the drama. Im happy that it ended quite well (MUCH BETTER THAN BOF), but REALLY sad that its ended.

But guess what!! I still have my pigrabbit with me. WHICH IS AWESOME BTW that means I'll never forget the drama. Its really worth rewatching too :D I did rewatch eps1 to 5.

I TOTALLY LOVE THE DRAMA. BETTER THAN BOF I SWEARR (: (: (: sigh. Okay I have to go eat now. Home alone ): parents all away at church camp! BLEH I ALSO WANT TO GO. WIFEY AND PHOEBE AND CHLOE ARE THERE :'(

with love!
8:20 PM

Saturday, December 05, 2009

PSH's latest cyworld entry


다이어리 내용왜 ... 그런거 있잖아 .....
You know... there is that kind of feeling...
하나가 끝나버리면 .. 모든게 끝나버린거 같은거 ...
When one thing ends, and it feels like everything has ended...
너와 나는 끝이 아닌데 ....
Even though it's not the end for you and me...
너와 나도 끝이 되어버린듯한 그런 느낌 ...
The feeling that you and I are also over...
내 사람이 아닌거같은거 ....
As if you're not my person any more...
그런느낌...그런허저함....그런쓸쓸함이....
That kind of feeling... that emptiness... that loneliness...
오늘도 날 너무 힘들게해 ....
Today again it makes me suffer...
이젠 웃자... 웃자.. 좋은생각만....좋은생각만......
I'll smile now... smile... only good thoughts... only good thoughts...
너무 좋게 마무리 지었는데 ... 난 왜이러지....
Everything concluded so well... so why am I like this...
왜...널 떠나보내지 못할까...
Why can't I let you go...
왜...난 자꾸만 ....
Why do I again and again...
이상한 기다림의 연속....
The continuation of a strange waiting...
긍정적마인드야 솟아라...!
Rise, positive mind...!


Translations by sunandmoon@soompi

credit http://community.livejournal.com/anjells

THAT WEBSITE IS FREAKING AWESOME WHY DID I ONLY FIND IT OUT TODAY HAHA. and btw PSH's latest entry is directed to JGS YESS? hehheee tooo deep yesss :S

with love!
8:52 PM

I miss korea's cold weather, I miss singing along (outloud) retardedly to the blasting Kpop music along myeongdong streets, I miss laughing at ringdingdong whenever I hear it, I miss watching mnet/kbs/sbs on tv, I ACTUALLY miss my tourgroup, I miss the snow, I miss walking into faceshop a million times, I miss korean ramyun/porridge/bbq, I miss the dunkindonut bagelswith creamcheese (they're really awesome), I miss all the korean dudes&dudettes with their super awesome fashion sense (plastic ppl), I miss singing along (especially) to YB'S OST, 2PM's HEARTBEAT, Parkbom's YOU&I, GD's HEARTBREAKER etcetcetc. I MISS EVERYYYTHING ABOUT KOREA

with love!
12:48 AM

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Koreaaa, Here I Come!! (:












AWESOMEAWESOMEAWESOME
I tell you, even the thought of being in korea's airport eggcites me! (:
Hahaha. I am bringing BOTH my ipods. My itouch is completely korean, I've changed it so that all songs and videos inside are ONLY korean. HAHA. And i feel damn accomplished cos I just put like 9 eps of YB into my itouch so i can watch it to occupy myself on the plane just incase there are no movies :( So exciting!!! goshhhhhhh. And where is the first place I'm going to the moment I reach korea? After we leave the airport we are going to the beach where JUNPYO & JANDI kissed at the last ep!! whoopeeee!! (:

with love!
1:34 AM

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

HEHEHEHE (:
CANT WAIT FOR KOREAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

screamshopsleapsjumpsforjoy!!

with love!
6:47 PM

Saturday, November 21, 2009

Icecream + Korea stuff were the highlights of my day.
Though Im thankful to everyone who wished/ celebrated with me/ surprised me (thank you 92ers).

But i guess you would never understand how I felt when you guys were singing the bday song and each of you were wearing black. Its no one's fault, i dont blame anyone,
Its just that it felt really weird and ironic.

Sigh. Who would understand?

Dear God, I need You.

with love!
10:37 PM

Its not a happy day.

Get that thought out.
Get that thought out.
Get that thought out.

with love!
1:47 PM

(: + ): =211109

Life is precious. I should go pray about it now too. Anyway. Just this chapter here. I think it really goes well with what happened.

Psalm 139
For the director of music. Of David. A psalm.

1 O LORD, you have searched me
and you know me.
2 You know when I sit and when I rise;
you perceive my thoughts from afar.

3 You discern my going out and my lying down;
you are familiar with all my ways.

4 Before a word is on my tongue
you know it completely, O LORD.

5 You hem me in—behind and before;
you have laid your hand upon me.

6 Such knowledge is too wonderful for me,
too lofty for me to attain.

7 Where can I go from your Spirit?
Where can I flee from your presence?

8 If I go up to the heavens, you are there;
if I make my bed in the depths, [a] you are there.

9 If I rise on the wings of the dawn,
if I settle on the far side of the sea,

10 even there your hand will guide me,
your right hand will hold me fast.

11 If I say, "Surely the darkness will hide me
and the light become night around me,"

12 even the darkness will not be dark to you;
the night will shine like the day,
for darkness is as light to you.

13 For you created my inmost being;
you knit me together in my mother's womb.

14 I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
your works are wonderful,
I know that full well.


15 My frame was not hidden from you
when I was made in the secret place.
When I was woven together in the depths of the earth,

16 your eyes saw my unformed body.
All the days ordained for me
were written in your book
before one of them came to be.


17 How precious to [b] me are your thoughts, O God!
How vast is the sum of them!

18 Were I to count them,
they would outnumber the grains of sand.
When I awake,
I am still with you.

19 If only you would slay the wicked, O God!
Away from me, you bloodthirsty men!

20 They speak of you with evil intent;
your adversaries misuse your name.

21 Do I not hate those who hate you, O LORD,
and abhor those who rise up against you?

22 I have nothing but hatred for them;
I count them my enemies.

23 Search me, O God, and know my heart;
test me and know my anxious thoughts.

24 See if there is any offensive way in me,
and lead me in the way everlasting.

with love!
12:41 AM

Friday, November 20, 2009

I actually like CN Blue's songs!! TOO AWESOME!! go watch their live perfs on youtube/ their studio recorded oness. Love all their songs!! And the coolest thing is that they're all korean but all their songs are in english! HAHAA and best part? JYH is lead vocal i think? with another guy. So awesome, and his voice is so powerful and strong:)

Im so scrwd up, i was supposed to rewrite my musical script & plan my korea trip & practise piano from 8.30 but i woke up at 11. yay. and how about i planned to bake today too!? yeah shit.

ANWWW!!! Today's arron's birthday! Happy birthday arron!! I never forgot you (: Cant wait for your new drama to come out (:

with love!
12:51 PM

I cried so hard for shinwoo. Gosh. Its always the male lead who doesnt get the girl eh. WHYY ): and stupid episode 14, its making me really sad (even though the outcome was kinda predicted) but really ITS MAKING ME SAD COS after i watched the preview of 14, i cant wait for 15 to come out. You're Beautiful alwaysss does this to me ): AAAGHHH.

and oh gosh hongki cries and shinwoo shouts "im going to kill all of you" and taekyung shouts so bad at minam and makes her sad OH GOSH what happened to all the characters mann! I dont want hongki to cry cos he's always so happy and why must shinwoo shout cos he's always so gentle and kind? and even though i expected tk shouting at mn but gosh i just dont want to watch it. It would so definitely hurt my heart AAAAHHH

Worst thing is that i wont get to watch ep 16 cos i'll be in korea (so ironic). and i might not even get to watch 15 cos it MIGHT not be out yet.

The drama is too good. WIFEY IF YOU ARE READING THIS PLSSSS WATCH (or i will not be your yh spy anymore :P :P hehehe)

with love!
1:06 AM

Thursday, November 19, 2009

Hopes.
Dreams.
Wants.
Wishful thinking.

Whatever.
Above All,
Its
God's Will (:

with love!
10:33 PM

When I was walking to the train station all alone today in the dark by myself at 9.30pm,
I was so freaking scared.

The first person I thought about was you (after I prayed).

But you werent there.




On a lighter note, I really hate my blogskin. Stupid.

with love!
12:08 AM

Sunday, November 15, 2009

You're Beautiful's really making me go nuts! Love the show so much!! Its as good/better than bof actually! The plot is super eggciting, like esp where every single episode ends!!!! Its like "OMG CANT WAIT FOR THE NEXT EP TO BE OUT", all the time!

SHINWOO/♥ Jung Yong Hwa is totally killing me on the inside too with his looks :) HAHA

EP 12


AND HIS VOICE. Sheesh its damn nice! ):
He was really cool playing the guitar for minam like that (:

And I got really fed up cos minam's sooooo naive SERIOUSLY Cant you tell he likes you!??!
Then again, i really like her with hwang taekyung!!

This song!! Its called Because I'm a fool.
OMG its exactly the same song title?! As the one that jihoo sang in BOF. Goshhh.
But i think shinwoo's version sounds better heheh biased♥!!(dont worry wifey you can have jihoo all to yourself, though i still like jihoo).

gominam + hwangtaekyung= loveee!!
SUPER CUTE LA(:
I loved the pincode part dammit funny,
htk: "4,8,2,0"
minam: *types the passcode* "woohoo!!~"
then she pauses, looks back, and realises htk knows she's raiding through his phone :D
Priceless expression as usual. HAHA.

SHINWOO (AGAIN) (:
Loved his reaction when he saw minam dressed as a girl.
"You're Pretty. Go Mi Nam. Really Pretty.♥"
He was like super shocked yet happy to see her like that. Aww (:
Shinwoo: "It'd be a waste if no one saw you like that." (:

LOVEEEE

haha the pigfacepart!♥

EP 11
THE KISS just before the episode ended. I was hyperventilating throughout!


Shinwoo was so cute! ep 11 was sooo good cos both the male leads had kiss scenes hehhe.
htk's was aggressive but shinwoo's was so cute and sweet like a little peck on the forehead (:
YUPPP. SO. THOSE WHO HAVENT STARTED WATCHING YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL, PLSS WATCH! IT MIGHT BE THE NEXT BOF I TELL YOU (: HEHE.
*hintwifeyhint*
Hahaha. Anyway I was doing some random search just now and i found pictures of jaejin's sister and jonghoon's ex girlfriend!!

leejaejin
leejaekyung. His sister's pretty! Haha looks like him


THIS PICTURE MAKES ME VERY ANGRY. WHO CARESS IF I THINK SHE'S PRETTY AND THAT THEIR RELATIONSHIP IS OVER ALR? JONGHOOOON ): ): ): if only that girl was me in the pictures HAHAHAH (k i shall stop fangirling).

eps 19 and 20 of mnet scandal - jh's version are out, SUBBED! i was supposed to rewatch them but i guess I have to sleep for tomorrow :S I shall hibernate my laptop and bring it over to gale's house! Cant wait for the sleepover tmr bff! The next one shall be at my house! (:

with love!
1:08 AM

Saturday, November 14, 2009

GOSHHHH.
Hope you dont read this at all.

with love!
12:06 AM

Friday, November 13, 2009

Have I changed that much? Haha joyce! You'd better tell me all about it soon :)

Anyway. Just another random thought. This year I was so busy until I kinda almost forgot that my birthday was going to come, like its really not stuck in my head anymore like last time :S

I only realised that my birthday was coming after OP ended, like OMG haha is my birthday next week? YES IT IS! sadly. I used to be really eggcited about it all the time. Maybe its all the busyness. hehe.

My birthday wish? It may or may not seem outrageous, but.. all I want is.....


Only I know it deep down (:

with love!
11:20 PM

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Since I'm waiting for ep 11 of YB to load now, I'm going to blog :D Ive been waiting for ep 11 for the longest time ever ): aaagh. Moment of truth is finally here! :D

We had class party today! 4E reunion. It was fun really, but i was just sitting there thinking of how much it would have been better if we had a 1sc4 outing instead. At least I wouldnt be sitting there stoning, checking my phone alot, thinking to myself, being really quiet, unsure of what to say to my ex classmates etc. I guess its just really different. Its hard to click with them. and its really weird but i just realised I dont have all of them on msn. not even half of them. Thats how distant i am from them.

With sc4 it'll be different. The noise level would be the same/higher from all the laughing, from all the bondedness (:
We would be all playing cards, playing chinese chess, icy tower, watching BOF, playing bridge, joking around, laughing, running around playing catching, gossipping, joking around again, lepaking, lagging, lagging, and lagging again.
Most importantly, the bondedness of 1SC4 would remain strong. Haha (:

AC>MG in my opinion. I know a hell lot of mg girls are going to kill me for this but ohwells. i guess 10years>2years to alot of people right? I guess its from a different perspective on my side then (:

SHAUN plssssss organise a class chalet/class outing again!!!

Hahaha. And what happened today during class outing (that one thing), made me think quite abit. Thoughts werent exactly running wild, but i just had mixed emotions.

They were talking about you.


I've fallen in love with another shinwoo(:

with love!
11:46 PM

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

OP IS OVER!! we tore up our ppt slides (:
HAHA AC140 was what we were before our OP.
After OP we have now morphed into BOF140, because we are having a BOF marathon now :D Awesome right!! HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

with love!
12:18 PM

even the closest of friends cant understand each other sometimes.
I dont know why we always talk until you sound like you want to fight, i mean i wasnt exactly angry or anything, i was just highlighting the fact that you dont reply my texts or pick up my calls.

Then you just had to thank me for helping you, being so super sarcastic. I mean I KNOW you're busy. but hey guess what, im really busy tooo I have OP A LEVELS tomorrow i bet you didnt know that. I was already going to tell gabriel what you wanted me to tell him but since you made that sarcastic remark, i decided not to in the end.

SO YEAH KTHXBAI. ):

with love!
1:02 AM